What difference does it make how long it's taken you to reach the place on the page where you stopped work this morning?
If you enjoy the process of writing... if you take pleasure in the search for words and the challenge of arranging those words on paper... what's the rush?
It's the writing, after all, not the publication, that brings meaning to your life, right?
But if you've reached a point where you're no longer enjoying the process, or where you may be confusing writing with publishing or having a hard time finding meaning--finding the pulse--in your work, perhaps it's time to begin keeping a journal.
A journal is where you can go to be alone.
You don't have to write for anyone else but yourself. There's no striving for public recognition or desire to please an audience, no goal except to put words on a page.
It's just you and the page and the thrill of seeing words emerge from your pen and the mystery and wonder of how that works... how your mind can have thoughts and how those thoughts can make themselves known to you as words on a page.
Every time you open your journal and begin writing, you never know what will emerge. That's what can be so compelling about journal writing. It's as if you're writing the story of your life as it unfolds, keeping notes, making a record, offering proof that you were here, that you existed.
Journal writing isn't always about getting the story down on paper, although journal writing can help you figure out ways to better tell a story that's tying you into knots.
Sometimes it's just about your ability to capture thoughts as they enter your mind and shoot down your arm into your pen onto the page.
Sometimes it's pure joy... where there's no judgment and no attachment to the words and no critical eye to shape the words... and you just accept whatever comes and don't re-read or revise... you just write.
Journal writing is like surfing on the edge of a wave.
Or like diving deep and holding your breath until you touch the bottom.
Journal writing's all about that moment of possibility... when every word is filled with meaning... and your writing is perfect... and the words say what you want them to say... and your reader knows exactly what you want to say... even before you put the words down.
It's sheer joy, this kind of writing.
Yes, there's always the moment when you wake up and realize that writing takes more than this.
There's the moment after you finish your journal entry when you understand that the process of crafting words into meaning requires thought and reflection and consideration for how the words will be interpreted by another human being.
But before then, before that moment, you write in a surge of emotion.
Only afterwards do you go back and revise to make your meaning clear so the words reveal your heart and whatever's hidden inside your heart that you want to share.
You can't be afraid to reveal your heart in this business... because as soon as you give in to fear the words will dry up and you'll be left with nothing but a blank page and despair.
So, if you want to find the pulse in your writing, the deeper meaning in your work, open a journal and start writing.
It won't take long before you surprise yourself.
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